as desperate as this post is going to sound, sometimes i really want to shout out your name. but i feel like i'm going to get so much hurt if you're not replying. because i'm not even sure if you're still around or if you've stopped visiting this place. i also won't reveal much details about my identity, since i don't want you to be known as someone who associated themselves with such a mess like me. but i hope you know that i still miss you so badly i could barely breathe. for the last time, please receive my regretful apology, so i could let you go in peace. that's my only wish, before i'm gone forever. if you're perhaps reading this, please do send me a message. you know where you can find me. i'll be waiting, until i can't anymore. hint is, you're the love of my life.